Should I smile because we are friends, or cry because that is all we will ever be?

DANG there is this freakin fine ass native dat goes to my NYO practice....i met him at AFN he has beautiful eyes ... and then my friend SonSon told me that he liked me..but i didnt believe him....then he said he wasnt jokin....but he gots a girl and i got a boy...but my boy is in MYC :'( but i might break up wit him bcuz it seems like he never want to talk to me or even hang out with me.. at the same time i want to be with him bcuz he makes me feel so HAPPY when im around him...like i forget about everyone else and just want to look in to his eyes for ever and i love when we kiss and when he holds me!!! i fuckin love him but idk if i should stay with him or not!!! AND he said that once MEADOW his soon to be ex i hope gets out he is gonna break up with her to be with me but he cant right now bcuz hes in MYC and she is in NorthStar Teatment center!! but i think i might break up with him bcuz everyone noes that he still really likes her and that he is saying that he lost love for her but im not sure if its true im just really confused.....what should i do????? i wonder if ther is someone better out ther for me??? or if the one that i really really like likes me back......well if you have any ideas to help me figure out wat to do...comment me!!!
LOVE,
EVA